To Live or To Die?
1 Kings 19:4-8
This passage is a little
startling because we do not expect prophets to act like this. Here is Elijah
giving up and asking to die because he feels worthless. It is even more
surprising considering what has just happened (1 Kings 18). Elijah just had the
showdown with the prophets of Baal on Mount Carmel. He showed the people who is
the true God, he destroyed the prophets of the false god, and then he announced
the sending of rain which was three years in the making. What power! What
goodness! Why does he now feel that it would be best for him to curl up and
die? Is this how prophets act?
In our Wednesday night
class this week, we encountered another prophet of God (if you will) who also
faced death. In Philippians 1, Paul seems to be facing some sort of dilemma.
Does he live or does he give into death? It is a tough choice for Paul because
he knows that dying means going to be with Christ in heaven; but living means
advancing the Gospel even more and encouraging the Philippian congregation in
their walk. Both things are wonderful in the mind of Paul. Surely he has earned
the right to go and be with Christ, but he sees that there is still more that
he could do. Which to choose?
These two provide an
interesting contrast with each other. Both have done great things, and both
face a dilemma of continuing in that path or dying and receiving their reward.
Ultimately, both continue living, but Paul does so of his choice and Elijah
gets chastised by God (1 Kings 19:9-18). What we see is that Paul was unafraid
to continue doing his work even though it might result in his death, and Elijah
was afraid of dying for the work that he was doing (1 Kings 19:1-3). One’s
faith emboldened him in the face of death, and the other’s faith was not enough
to sustain him in that same moment. (We should not be too hard on Elijah for
his moment of weakness. Clearly, God was pleased with him overall.)
These examples come to
us, and we are encouraged to ask ourselves, “Which of these am I like?” In the
face of death, am I going to quiver and quake, shrinking back from the task and
begging God just to take my life quickly and painlessly? Or will I press
forward regardless of the obstacles and the threats which I face, continuing to
spread the Gospel and live out my faith until whatever end may come? As Paul
goes onto encourage, we ought to have a mind like Christ, who became obedient
even to the point of death—even death on a cross (Phil 2:8)! I hope that you
can have such a faith, and I pray that God will strengthen you all the way
until your journey’s end. -TL